I haven’t used this blog for a long, long, LONG time, but I’m returning to it now to vent about something that I’m sure affects us all at some point: Sex before marriage. The bible condemns it, our bodies encourage it. Which do we pay heed to?
This idea of religious disapproval over pre-marital sex is destroying my relationship with a man that I have never loved like any other. My mind is in turmoil as I try to decide what to do, what to think, and my heart is weeping for fear of losing him.
What do I do now? What can I do now…?
Our relationship is being torn to pieces…
Wednesday Nov 11 @ 10:57pm
Ugh. I’m really sleepy and watching the Shore, so if this doesn’t make any sense, that’s why. There’s this guy… but not really. i’ve hung out with him a few times…. what defines a date anymore? like, he’ll text me and we’ll be talking, then he’s like i’m going to blahblahblah, care to join me? but then i drop hints, then it’s like nothing…. and ahhhhhhh idk. and he’s YOUNG. like he’s just turning 17 and i’m turning 18. then one my friends likes him and idk how i feel. we’re supposed to go somewhere after the game tomorrow, but i may just go party instead. but i doubt that’s happening. i don’t know how i feel.
i move on quickly. er. i get bored quickly. i like hugs. i hate when guys take FOREVER to say something cute or drop hints or something.. like you know? idk.
they all suck.
Friday Aug 8 @ 12:25pm
