When the fuck did facebook turn into an overbearing girlfriend?
I haven’t used this blog for a long, long, LONG time, but I’m returning to it now to vent about something that I’m sure affects us all at some point: Sex before marriage. The bible condemns it, our bodies encourage it. Which do we pay heed to?
This idea of religious disapproval over pre-marital sex is destroying my relationship with a man that I have never loved like any other. My mind is in turmoil as I try to decide what to do, what to think, and my heart is weeping for fear of losing him.
What do I do now? What can I do now…?
Our relationship is being torn to pieces…
Ugh. I’m really sleepy and watching the Shore, so if this doesn’t make any sense, that’s why. There’s this guy… but not really. i’ve hung out with him a few times…. what defines a date anymore? like, he’ll text me and we’ll be talking, then he’s like i’m going to blahblahblah, care to join me? but then i drop hints, then it’s like nothing…. and ahhhhhhh idk. and he’s YOUNG. like he’s just turning 17 and i’m turning 18. then one my friends likes him and idk how i feel. we’re supposed to go somewhere after the game tomorrow, but i may just go party instead. but i doubt that’s happening. i don’t know how i feel.
i move on quickly. er. i get bored quickly. i like hugs. i hate when guys take FOREVER to say something cute or drop hints or something.. like you know? idk.
they all suck.